half way thru...

hmmm. had 5 out of 11 papers le. though i had the most paper this week, i think next week is the more creepy one cuz of econs! zz. how to study?!?! bahs. i'm starting to wonder if i can get even a B. zzz.

the maths papers last week was quite ok. not particularly difficult. except for that 2 stupid weird questions. bahs. and i think i might get killed by careless mistakes. zzz.

for gp. i think paper 2 was not as difficult as i thought it would be. hope i can get what i want.

whenever i think about the chem paper, i'll feel super xin tong. bahs. why did i choose question 1 over 5?!?! bahs. hope that question wont pull my grades down. bahs.

overall. no idea whether i've done ok or not. cuz whenever i think that i can do the questions, i'll think of those smarter people and then i'll start feeling demoralized again. bahs.

i'm kinda in the holiday mood le. die!

THREE... TWO... ONE... DIEEEEEE!!!!

studied ALOT with LT, Serene and Melody these few weeks. there were even taun-ing sessions at admirlty macs. hahas. =D

currently at char's place. staying over at her house from wednesday till next monday. was quite productive the last few days. how i wished i came to her house earlier. bahs. ah whatever. i'm still not prepared for As! bahs. especially for chemistry and the statistics part of maths. bahs. like that how? huh?? will i fail?? still have that small little hope in me that i would get my As and Bs. hais. feeling quite demoralised recently. zz. everybody around me seems to be quite prepared le! look at kendrick! gosh. he's only left with history. he's already finished revising for the rest of his subjects! pro can. and here i am still struggling to finish with every single one of my subjects! including GP! bahs.

recently, the girls and I were talking bout a certain someone. felt that this person is super scary. lying, heartless, manipulative, evil son of a bitch! argh~! i feel lucky to not have to see you anymore! bahs.

had loads of heart to heart talk with LT, Serene and Melody during our study sessions!! hahas. we all surprised each other, made each other cry and laugh. totally looking forward to another HTHT session with you girls at serene's house!! hahas. super excited!! =D

things to look forward after As:

1. Taiwan trip with 410!!

2. stayover at serene's house/clarkequay/kbox/new moon with the girls

3. hanging out with FRIENDS AND FAMILY!! we HAVE to go out alot alot ALOT IN DEC!! hehs. totally miss having fun with all of you man!! =D

4. SLACKING and ROTTING at home. (on some days that is)

how wish today is the 31st of november le~~ can't wait for all these to be over!!

*edit

(how could i have forgot!)

MUST REWATCH SUPERNATURAL! hahas. IT IS LIKE THE NICEST SERIAL EVER! hahas. dean is really very cute! hahas. sam also la. but dean cuter! hahas. =D

the fun ends today. back to mugging tomorrow! zzz

Saturday. 26/09/09
went out with wengmaan and shihui! wanted to go to the flea at riverwalk. but the flea was quite disappointing cuz its just too small. dots. so we headed down to bugis instead. went to bugis street 1st. bought loads of stuff there! hehs. and they were all really cheap! damn good bargain! hahas. =D walked around abit in bugis junction then headed down to coffee beans @ raffles hospital. cuz we were just too tired! hehs. wm and i read our books while shihui watched vampire diaries on my ipod.


Sunday. 27/09/09
wanted to study with my sis, Le Ting and Serene that day. in the end, we went to watch WHITEOUT at westmall. the show was really nice. damn thrilling. hahas. but belinda was super scared throughout. dots. after the movie. went back to macs to try studying. but mission failed. dots... hahas. so in the end. didnt study at all. dots.

Monday. 28/09/09
Went orchard with 7 princesses (minus chris). hahas. damn fun. went to shop a little 1st at ion and wisma. went to xin wang for lunch. =D after that went to Kbox. hahas. had hell of a fun time there. hahas. sang loads of oldies though. cuz my chinese playlist super outdated. hehs. really had a fun time with the princesses! hahas. =D we should go out more often! =D

Today!

went out with Emilyn and Sally! went orchard AGAIN! hahas. after going to ion for like 3 days (kind of in a row) i still havent finish walking the whole damn place. gosh. so freakin big. i've seen all the 4 levels below ground. but have yet to see those above ground. zzz. went to eat at FISH and Co. hahas. the cheesecake there is really really damn freaking good.

BOUGHT ALOT of stuff today. 2 tops, a pair of shoes and a set of nail spa. gosh. i think nearly cost me 200 bucks. bahs. have to starve for the rest of the month le. sian! but nvm. really kinda worth it. hehs. =D



Had LOADS of fun these 5 days! gosh! but its really must end cuz must go back to mugging tomorrow... zzz. =(
JUST TWO MORE MONTHS!!! can de!

Prelims are officially OVERRR~!

gosh. i think i screwed the whole thing up. dunno those hours and hours of studying is for what?!?! dots. feeling quite stupid now. zzz. am i not suitable for JC? hmmm. wonder how my life would be if i went to poly. probably quite different. maybe i'll be having more fun. but maybe less mature (not that i'm that mature now, just that i feel i've changed in some of the ways i think and see things. wonder is that in a good or bad way. GAH!)

First paper was last thursday. it was Chem p3. gosh. really quite tough. despite trying to cram as much organic chem stuff into my head as possible, still could not do the story telling question. bahs. dumb. gah. and up until now, i still have no IDEA or any INKLING bout what electrolysis and transition elements are about. I really should go and read those 2. and stop procrastinating. doing is better than just saying... right?

Last friday was physics p3 and econs. OMG right?!?! physics p3 has the heaviest weightage, and econs has FULL weightage! omg! only studied international trade the day before. didnt touch any physics at all! omg! but in the end. i still screwed my econs paper. but think i would do ok in physics p3. regretted not studying for physics the day before though, but luckily got do quite alot of revision for physics. so still not TOO bad. bahs. just some self-consolation. dots.

Last Saturday. studied with Serene and Le Ting at yew tee point. We've been going there ALOT to study. hahas. burger king has officially become some studying corner or sth. the only bad point about the place is that it's FRIGGIN COLD! gosh. the air-con like no need money like that. zzz. ah wells. tried ot study maths. in the end stoned and slacked and WASTED half the day. bahs

Last Sunday. Went my house there the mac to study with belinda, emilyn and sally! hahas. had loads of fun with them. and again, i stoned the day away~ dots. but we managed to buy ALOT of clothes from online. hahas. looking forward to recieving them! =D We ATE ALOT ALOT for dinner that day too! hahas. and when i meant alot.. i really mean ALOT! hahas



Monday. it was a public holiday. AND IT WAS ALSO SERENE'S BIRTHDAY! hahas. met Le Ting, Melody and Wei Siang at 730am at clementi! hahas. we met so early to prepare our birthday present for the birthday girl! hahas. it was this huge disney puzzle. and it was friggin 950 pieces. hehs. had fun doing the puzzle though. and in the end, we didnt really spent as much time as we thought we would. hahas. got chased away by them at bout 1145, cuz i had to go meet birthday girl so that she wont suspect a thing. hahas. wanted to study at KAP, but we totally didnt had the mood to. dots. THE STUPID MANAGER THERE WAS SUPER RUDE CAN!?!?! dots.
Manager: No Studying allowed during peak hours... bla bla bla.
Serene: can you give us a moment to discuss?
Manager. NO! I want you to LEAVE now.
HOW RUDE CAN HE GET MAN?!?! dots. gosh. thinking bout it makes me soo pissed again! argh!
so after being chased away. we walked over to bukit timah plaza. dots. NTH there. bahs. at wells. after awhile. bel called me, so back to KAP. dots. saw park dhillip and joel there. after awhile. the rest came. hahas. and not long after... THE PARTY!! hahas. the games at the party was quite fun actually. the forfeit wasnt as childish as i thought it would be, there were stuff like doing a sexy dance using the bdae girl as a pole, or writing the bdae girl's name with his butt. hahas. had hell of a good time there! hahas. After the party was the frigging CLIMAX!! hahas. we had CAKE FIGHT!!! hahas. dots. i think i was the worst victim. bahs. poor innocent me. i was only a bystander. bahs. hehs. had a fun time letting serene guess all sorts of stuff about the puzzle when she was opening it! =D
went home with bel after that.

tuesday was MATHS p1. gosh. totally screwed that whole paper up! omg. 30 marks BLANK! gosh. 18 marks no time, the remaining was because i was jsut too dumb. dots. didnt study for this paper though. gah. met Le Ting and Serene in the morning to mug, but i was about a few hours late. a few ONLY! really. hehs.

Wednesday was physics paper. hmmm. quite doable also. though there wasnt enough time for me to finish the paper. and there was still a few question that i couldnt do. bahs. again. met the girls again to study in the morning. i was alot earlier this time! =D

Thursday, which was yesterday, we had chem paper! hahas. i had loads of time for p2 cuz i didnt know how to do those group 2 group 7 questions. totally didnt study those chapters. but i think my organic part should be able to pull my marks up? i hope. hehs. and again... no time to finish p1. anyhow filled in alot of those ovals at the very last sec.
went Yew Tee point to study with the girls again. hahas. bought alot of the princess files, books and CHOPS! hahas.

TODAY!!
GOSH!! LAST PAPER!! muahahahahaha! today's paper was maths p2. i think this was ALOT more doable than p1. dots. maybe except for 1 or 2 questions that i still have no idea what they were asking. but. ah wells. the whole point is that its the LAST PAPER!! hehs.
went to orchard to have seoul garden with Le Ting after that. hahas. IT WAS DAMN DAMN SATISFYING!!! hahas. hadnt had it for like MONTHS! gosh. the 16 dollars spent is TOTALLY WORTH IT. hahas.
Serene came to join us not long after that. we sat in the restaurant for a long time after that cuz Le Ting was trying to finish watching the movie on my pod and serene was reading the disney princess comic books we bought yesterday. hehs. bet we looked really childish. bahs.
walked around wisma and saw some stuff that i wanna buy!! bahs. at heeren too! the necklaces!! hahas. wait for me!! i'll get you on monday!!! hehs. =D
headed down to ION to meet melody. and man the place is huge!! gosh. and its alot better than i thought it would be!! hahas. but i still havent finish walking the place yet. i'll do that soon!! like monday and tuesday kind of soon!! hahas! WAIT FOR ME TOO! hahas. had loads of fun with the girls today! =D

COUNTDOWN TO DOOMS DAY aka A LEVELS: FORTY-FIVE FRIGGIN MORE DAYS!! OMG! where did all the time disappear to?!?! bahs.
and approximately TWO MORE MONTHS TO FREEDOM!!! muahahahaha!!

Books

GOTTA LOVE 'EM



Reading is Addictive.
I can spend hours just reading. Totally entertaining.

GOTTA HATE 'EM

Studying is Tiring.
Spend 5 mins studying, i'll go nodding off.



Totally feel like this now.


Geek-ish


bahs. dont really feel VERY stressed over Prelims. dont really know why. dots. maybe cuz gave up on it le. i mean... how to pass?!?! when i'm only half way through physics and econs, about to finish memorising organic chem and ONLY the organic part, and as for maths, am totally clueless. dots.

ah wells. i should really just study for the A levels and not so much of the prelims.

Right?

not like i've got any choice.



Argh. Heck.

I wish...

Aim

read Sally's blog. MY, NO OUR ULTIMATE AIM: to get 3/4 As and go up on stage to get my cert!

CLIQUE-ish~~

hahas. studied at Yew Tee today! hahas. more specifically the burger king at yew tee point! OMG!! its FREAKIN COLD IN THERE!!! air con no need money de! gosh!

we wrote all the invitation cards for Serene's birthday party!! hahas. got damn high doing that. coming our with a clique name seven princesses. dots. named after 7 different disney princesses. hahas. bought some stickers to compliment the names on the invitation cards!! hahas!! =DD

after that became a victim of bullies AGAIN!!! bahs!!

then while studying half way. at like 3 o clock, we started talking bout having clique jackets! hahas. then asked the rest want or not!! and guess what!! we got the whole jacket thing done and settled by 8pm!! hahas. will be getting the jacket either on friday or sunday!! super EXCITED~~!!

hahas. anyways... during our time spent at queensway shopping centre, we were crazy, high, disappointed and satisfied. hahas. got really crazy and high because of the all the different jackets we saw. BUT ALL THE JACKETS WE REALLY REALY LIKE are the ones that are either too expensive or left with one piece or have too much BANANA prints. dots... anyways. we were disappointed cuz there was only one red jacket left!! bahs. so could not take that. STUPID MICROSOFT! bahs. and satisfied when we had our KATONG LAKSA!!! muahahaha!!

REALLY REALLY SUPER EXCITED TO GET MY HANDS ON THE JACKET! hehs. and the uncle that sold the jacket was really nice too! hahas.

BIRTHDAYS~~

Stay over at Melody's house. hahas. as usual, it was quite fun. hahas. this time round was more productive. hehs.




Some random pictures of Le Ting hehs.


The Chicken Hairstyle! hahas. =D she sat through the entire physics tutorial looking like that! wonder how Mr Tan managed not to laugh at it. hehs.



THIRTY-FIRST OF SEPTEMBER!! hahas. FUN FUN FUN~~

during the teacher's day concert!

we are the Skeleton-wannabes!! hahas. =D

Surprise birthday BASH for Melody!! hahas
super super fun. Serene, Le Ting, Xin Yi and I ganged up and pranked her! hahas. really really fun! had a nice time smashing cake on her! hahas. THATS FOR MAKING US CHANGE PLANS SOOO MANY TIMES CUZ SHE HAVE TOO MANY FRIENDS! hehs. anyways~~ PICTURES!!!

Getting prepared...


Trying to psycho her to open the box!! hehs


And the fun/chase STARTS!!

where did Serene and Le Ting go?!?!?


now we all smell like coffee! dots.

She looks so haggard! hahas

REVENGE!!!

After washing up!! clean again! but still smell like coffee! hehs

The board we made for her!! =D

hahas. hoped she liked the board though! hehs


After that cabbed home, washed up, packed bag and cabbed down to clementi~~ had a nice time catching up with Jolene and Constance (Wengmaan and Shihui were there too!)!! ate at SAKAE!! had SUKIYAKI BEEF!! oh my~~ TOTAL LOVES!!! hehs. =D though its not that nice. the one an MOF and northpoint is MUCH MUCH NICER! hehs.


Rushed down to Jurong Point to meet Bel and Char to do cake!! hehs. but before that! got myself a NEW PAIR OF CASUAL HEELS!! hehs. cuz my precious slippers was about to break le.

anyways~~ the cake decorating process!!!


MRT-ed down to novena!! hahas.


At the cafe!! with the birthday aunt!! hahas =D


wrestling match! dots.


anyways. stayed over that day. wanted to study the next day. but wasnt really succeed. hehs. ah wells.




went out to study with Serene today! hahas. meeting her tomorrow AGAIN! hehs. =D










I AM TOTALLY PREPARED FOR PRELIMS!!!



HAHA. LIKE HELL!

PREPARED TO FAIL MORE LIKE IT! gah!